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a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

currently

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

yes

brb i will read and reply sincerely

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

ahnaf abrar

idk

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

its good

its good

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

was it worth it

yeah

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

bro i read nothing in my life

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

really i want the internet

ion

division of reality is straying away from it

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

we can only engage in such a way