its good short few pages
in a post. I want to be remembered
Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15
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She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.
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This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.
currently
god being the centre magnet
Today I felt like starting
autonomy of learning
ahnaf abrar
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
its performative
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.
Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
and the fake qualifier
The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason
you cannot feed someone truth
barren land