She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.
idk
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
so the method has to be autonomous
hiding from the rain
all that is to say
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
magnetisation/form
hello reader,
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!
like magnets
magnetises a pin
not so on: yvf(wthw)
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.