the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

It Will Get Lighter

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

really i want the internet

you have a beautiful account btw

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

in a post. I want to be remembered

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

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Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

like first name

all that is to say

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

plato

not their contents

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

you cannot feed someone truth

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

Slug