part of an old note. It will get lighter.

i really havent

It Will Get Lighter

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

abrar?

no like which do people call me

what do you think my name is

we need to be deconstructing our identities

i really havent

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

December 2025

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

no longer writing in the third person

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

The only real Londoner remaining is old, bitter, kept around for entertainment, defined by tropes from 30+ years ago. They play gangsters in films, or they work in a pie and mash shop, or they go on Business Insider's YouTube channel to tell you about their crimes. And they somehow still find the time to spend all day hanging about cafes and pubs for you to bump into, to remind you of Real London.

⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️


Thank you, Jack

send link


its good short few pages

in a post. I want to be remembered

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

Actual born-Londoners aren't LARPing like this, they sold their shite family home for a million pounds and moved to Malaga years ago. They have their culture and they've taken it elsewhere.

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

sorry i am texting like a slav

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it