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Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

not their contents

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

It Will Get Lighter

hello reader,

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Better Lift

not so on: yvf(wthw)

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

have you read


Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

we need to be deconstructing our identities

magnetisation/form

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

was it worth it

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

no i haven't really read anything

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

Rain, starting


ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

whats your name?

autonomy of learning

13, H, grate

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

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