this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

we need to be deconstructing our identities

no i haven't really read anything

and the fake qualifier

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

was it worth it

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

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Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

idk

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

no like which do people call me

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

its good

Rain, starting

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

yeah

But seriously, thank you, Jack, for telling me that I could submit this to a high-level literary magazine or creative nonfiction outlet with some minor tweaks. I don't think I will do that.

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.