the site i am dreaming

Thank you, Jack

December 2025

It Will Get Lighter

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

thank you

isaac newton


It Will Get Lighter

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

i really havent

i have read not even 1 book

so an active mazelike process

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

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or never left

Today I felt like starting

hello reader,

we want to live the knowledge too live the content