you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

. way too specific.

2 (actually index). two is company


It Will Get Lighter

Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:

hello reader,

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books


bro i read nothing in my life

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things


yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

lol

Slug

They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.



After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

i want to do that too

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

ahnaf abrar

yeah

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it