Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

and the fake qualifier

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

i was tempted to lie about my name

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

like first name

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

Better Lift

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Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

ahnaf abrar

propensity within someone

brb i will read and reply sincerely

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

division of reality is straying away from it

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

i really havent

bro i read nothing in my life