After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

no longer writing in the third person

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

and the fake qualifier

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which magnetises chains of pins

lol yea

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

division of reality is straying away from it

like first name

barren land

whats your name?

what do you mean

its good short few pages

you have a beautiful account btw

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.