no i haven't really read anything

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59



my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given


think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

isaac newton

its good short few pages

much more tactility

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

i was tempted to lie about my name

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

Style

no longer writing in the third person

Lift Analysis

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

idk

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting


and the fake qualifier

what do you think my name is

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

we can only engage in such a way

autonomy of learning

ion


yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse


what do you mean

It Will Get Lighter

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying