i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

yes

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

you have a beautiful account btw

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

we need to be deconstructing our identities

isaac newton

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

thank you

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

in a post. I want to be remembered

autonomy of learning

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

we can only engage in such a way

kind of mythopoesis

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

god being the centre magnet

you cannot feed someone truth