that looks like my instagram account

Thank you, Jack

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

i see a website

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak


somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

i want to do that too

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

feel you

send your tumblr

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

really i want the internet

and the fake qualifier

abrar?

no like which do people call me

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

you have a beautiful account btw

what do you think my name is

lol

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

i understand


The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

idk