It Will Get Lighter

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Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Better Lift

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

Today I felt like starting

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Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

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with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

no longer writing in the third person

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

hiding from the rain

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Rain, starting

I am below everything.

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IWGD

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?