amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

really i want the internet

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Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

as in

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

in a post. I want to be remembered

so an active mazelike process

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Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

feel you

December 2025

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

i was tempted to lie about my name

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

all that is to say

It Will Get Lighter

was it worth it

bro i read nothing in my life

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

the site i am dreaming

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

brb i will read and reply sincerely

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ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i really havent

and the fake qualifier

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos