Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

I'm getting bored and he can tell, so he shifts the topic towards me. He tells me he'd spotted me chatting to a girl earlier, a black girl, and asks what I thought of her, if I liked her. I mimed affirmatively.

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

and the fake qualifier

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

that looks like my instagram account

I am below everything.

not their contents

Slug

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

Better Lift

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

what do you think my name is

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

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