ahnaf abrar
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation
i understand
is everyoneback on tumblr now
not their contents
i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls
which magnetises chains of pins
isaac
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
propensity within someone
division of reality is straying away from it
god "possessing" artists "possessing" people
They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.
you cannot feed someone truth
so the method has to be autonomous
We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.
its good
I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.
She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.
Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
isaac newton
We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.
something religious, a kind of complex,
it will get lighter
, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.