Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

It Will Get Lighter


The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Today I felt like starting

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

division of reality is straying away from it

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

all that is to say

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate