the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

hiding from the rain

13, H, grate

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

isaac

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

idk

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

Today I felt like starting

Worse Lift

its good

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

that looks like my instagram account

fw

we need to be deconstructing our identities

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

i want to do that too

Can I see

lol

or never left

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

like first name

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf