"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

its good short few pages

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

Today I felt like starting

what do you mean

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

thank you

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

division of reality is straying away from it


Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

you cannot feed someone truth


i understand

i really havent

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

isaac newton

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

...

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

...

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.