i understand

It Will Get Lighter


Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.


the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

currently

It Will Get Lighter

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression


no longer writing in the third person

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17


There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

brb i will read and reply sincerely

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

autonomy of learning

have you read

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

its good short few pages

what do you think my name is

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

magnetisation/form