i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue



a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

thank you

kind of mythopoesis

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

i want to do that too

we need to be deconstructing our identities

yeah

i dont understand magnetisation

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

like magnets

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

abrar?

was it worth it

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

what do you mean

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41