the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
Better Lift
It's
dusk
in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.somewhere between instagram and chatgpt
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike
abrar?
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
is everyoneback on tumblr now
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason
a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext
autonomy of learning
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
i see a website
we can only engage in such a way
not so on: yvf(wthw)
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
magnetisation/form
we need to be deconstructing our identities
you cannot feed someone truth