is everyoneback on tumblr now

i really havent

what do you think my name is

idk

god being the centre magnet

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

we need to be deconstructing our identities

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books


yeah

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

barren land

plato

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

was it worth it

Thank you, Jack


i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

so the method has to be autonomous

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting



that looks like my instagram account

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

hello reader,

2 (actually index). two is company