in a post. I want to be remembered


something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

It Will Get Lighter

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Worse Lift

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life


Rain, starting

1

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

Better Lift

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

"Put a blanket."

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

Today I felt like starting

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given


but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

not their contents

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate