it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

plato

abrar?

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

is this you as well

what do you think my name is

It Will Get Lighter

I Write Goodbye Letter

yeah

was it worth it

i really havent

i was tempted to lie about my name

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

and the fake qualifier

i really havent

...

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

2 (actually index). two is company

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

December 2025

we need to be deconstructing our identities

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

i want to do that too

like magnets

It Will Get Lighter

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50