think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
as in
i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine
so at the end
no longer writing in the third person
i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
god being the centre magnet
December 2025
Better Lift
"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
hiding from the rain
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
i understand
and the fake qualifier
"Put a blanket."
you cannot feed someone truth
much more tactility