Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Rain, starting

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

Better Lift

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

so an active mazelike process

autonomy of learning

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

Better Lift

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

"Put a blanket."

lol

barren land

It Will Get Lighter

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

currently

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting


The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

Today I felt like starting


i have read not even 1 book