i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Lift Analysis

so at the end

in a post. I want to be remembered

division of reality is straying away from it

really i want the internet

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

It Will Get Lighter

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

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but i respect your search

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

no longer writing in the third person