lol
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
I am below everything.
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
Today I felt like starting
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
"Put a blanket."
One of the birds shoots out of the tree.
She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.
no longer writing in the third person
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