okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

I am below everything.

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Today I felt like starting

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

in a post. I want to be remembered

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

but i respect your search

13, H, grate