Lift Analysis

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

yeah

so the method has to be autonomous

i love it here

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

i have read not even 1 book

i was tempted to lie about my name

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

what do you mean

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

what do you think my name is

i dont understand magnetisation

its good short few pages

isaac

isaac newton

it is hopeful

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

autonomy of learning

is this you as well

we need to be deconstructing our identities

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

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god being the centre magnet

Today I felt like starting

much more tactility

its good

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

fw

It Will Get Lighter

like first name

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17