but i respect your search
I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.
no i haven't really read anything
Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls
Today I felt like starting
Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation
you cannot feed someone truth
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
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