with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
ahnaf abrar
and the fake qualifier
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class
send link
hiding from the rain
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
was it worth it
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then
division of reality is straying away from it
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after
dusk
, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
One of the birds shoots out of the tree.
the site i am dreaming
a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext
The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.