hiding from the rain
so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged
One of the birds shoots out of the tree.
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
in a post. I want to be remembered
so an active mazelike process
I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
ahnaf abrar
i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you
Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50
division of reality is straying away from it
yeah
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it
all that is to say
a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext
you have a beautiful account btw
isaac
I am below everything.