okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

really i want the internet

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

you have a beautiful account btw

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

we can only engage in such a way

so the method has to be autonomous

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

all that is to say

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

what do you think my name is

kind of mythopoesis

no like which do people call me

god being the centre magnet

division of reality is straying away from it