we need to be deconstructing our identities

yeah

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

all that is to say

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

god being the centre magnet

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

magnetises a pin

propensity within someone

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

which magnetises chains of pins

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

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you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

no i haven't really read anything

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

bro i read nothing in my life

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

its good

not their contents

isaac newton

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class