much more tactility

we need to be deconstructing our identities

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️

so at the end

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

division of reality is straying away from it

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

The Hatton geezer (fuck off) is emptying his pockets, searching for the silver rizlas he apparently has. He refuses to take one of mine (also silver) because the tobacco I'm giving him is already too much to ask. He tells me about the guy who can do 50g of Golden Virginia for a good price, the guy who every other man over 50 knows. I'm not interested.

i was tempted to lie about my name

is everyoneback on tumblr now

its performative

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

i love it here

i want to do that too

all that is to say

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

have you read

really i want the internet

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site