the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

He went in there with a camera to film it before he moved out of the building. He didn't think anyone would believe the story if he didn't have proof.

no longer writing in the third person

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

really i want the internet

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

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I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

I am below everything.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️

...

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

part of an old note. It will get lighter.
There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

Today I felt like starting

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

...

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

not so on: yvf(wthw)

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46