the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

feel you

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

magnetisation/form

like first name

you cannot feed someone truth

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

all that is to say

fw

is this you as well

i was tempted to lie about my name

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

we need to be deconstructing our identities

autonomy of learning

Rain, starting

ion

what do you mean

that looks like my instagram account

i have read not even 1 book

its good

lol

so an active mazelike process

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

idk