okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

much more tactility

no longer writing in the third person

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

as in

was it worth it


i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

that looks like my instagram account

or never left

IWGD

so at the end

is this you as well

i want to do that too

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

i have read not even 1 book

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

we need to be deconstructing our identities

Style