bro i read nothing in my life

It was about a crazy lady who lived above his flat in Pimlico. She would let pigeons into her flat so she could feed them. Apparently she didn't want her presence in the flat to interfere with the natural behaviour of the pigeons, so she would let them nest and shit in there and she wouldn't clean it up, because it wasn't natural to do so. The pigeons would die, but apart from the smell and the sludge and the gas, the corpses weren't really a problem. It was the rats that came to eat them. The rats would eat the rotting pigeon corpses mixed in with the rotting pigeon shit and they would get ill and die too. New rats that came through wouldn't mind though, and they'd start to eat the mass, only to get sick and die in it later on. The population grew steadily as more pigeons and rats came from in the cold, to live naturally. They fed the mass further.

and the fake qualifier

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i want to do that too

i was tempted to lie about my name

and the fake qualifier

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

like first name

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

feel you

2 (actually index). two is company

was it worth it

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

It Will Get Lighter

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

Rain, starting

It Will Get Lighter

in a post. I want to be remembered

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

Lift Analysis

There is a pretty persistent ambient hate in England, a lot of people say vile shit about Muslims or immigrants or whatever, but in my experience most people aren't actual white supremacists. They have a black friend who they get a beer with. One of the good ones. Etc.

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

I'm getting bored and he can tell, so he shifts the topic towards me. He tells me he'd spotted me chatting to a girl earlier, a black girl, and asks what I thought of her, if I liked her. I mimed affirmatively.

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

...

After I get away from the old racist failed actor, I go to see my Korean colleague. He's just arrived in London and I want to see how he's handling the party. We'd been invited as fresh meat for some of the older, gayer attendees. We aren't aware of that.

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

plato

lol yea


sorry i am texting like a slav