Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

i see a website

isaac newton

much more tactility

as in

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

kind of mythopoesis

that looks like my instagram account

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

not their contents

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

you cannot feed someone truth

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

propensity within someone

its performative

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

lol yea

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

"Put a blanket."

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.