After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Better Lift



Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.


It Will Get Lighter

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.


I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

you have a beautiful account btw

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

really i want the internet

it is hopeful

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

i am quite illiterate on producing technology