think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

we can only engage in such a way

division of reality is straying away from it

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

you cannot feed someone truth

all that is to say

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

so at the end

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

feel you

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

send your tumblr

plato

i really havent

i love it here

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

and the fake qualifier

IWGD

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

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Worse Lift

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

is everyoneback on tumblr now