but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos
no longer writing in the third person
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you
in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation
amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
or never left
yeah
lol
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
magnetisation/form
i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.