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it is hopeful

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
"Put a blanket."

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

It Will Get Lighter

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

        13       |
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            H   |
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much more tactility

Rain, starting

i see a website

kind of mythopoesis

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

god being the centre magnet

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

Better Lift

its good

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books