so at the end

i really havent

isaac newton

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

propensity within someone

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

so the method has to be autonomous

not their contents

as in

you cannot feed someone truth

idk

lol yea

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

or never left

lol

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

isaac

its good

like first name

really i want the internet

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

was it worth it

i have read not even 1 book

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

plato

currently

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

It Will Get Lighter

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext