the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

It Will Get Lighter

send your tumblr

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

so at the end

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

plato

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

abrar?

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

ahnaf abrar

so the method has to be autonomous

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

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no longer writing in the third person

is this you as well

i want to do that too

hiding from the rain

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

what do you think my name is